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Thursday, July 06, 2006

my layout is ugly..so this this pic..but i dont care bc no one uses this ne more sept my love keri & rachey. umm get myspace or facebook

 

p.s i have my cell back =]


Saturday, May 13, 2006

quick update..figured i would real fast here since i never do. lol. prom was fabulous. Im the boss..haha. umm im currently grounded..im babysitting my lil sister right now. thats exciting b/c i loove her. lol. ive pre much been hangin w/ luke kenny n keri . thats my lifee. && work..the lovely dq. lol. umm im bored n here are sum quotes i guesss

 

 

here it goes again,
put on that undeserving tone
and don't forget that this was all your fault
it's breathing down your neck,
you know you've got to let this go
you're such a wreck and now it starts to show.

tonight i'm wearing my best smile and hope to make me worth your while
i'll be the best mistake you'll ever make
from lack of sleep and the bloodshot eyes
to the nervous kiss and the butterflies

and then you bring me home
and we'll go to sleep but this time not alone
and then you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
i know you miss me in your living room
cause these nights I think maybe that I miss you in my living room
we don't have much room
i said, does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room to live

are you ready? to run away with me? pack your things we can leave today. say our goodbyes and get on the train just you and i in the sweet unknown.. we can call each other our home.

So as my fingers curl,
I move my lips just so you wont have to.
Damnit you clever girl,
your style is keeping us from sleep.

It's one more and I'm free,
oh we've been so lucky,
yeah we've been so likely to lose.
So give in, let's give in

but it's okay to come around
when nights like this are never ending
i tried so hard to make this perfect
you and i somehow
we can't see eye to eye together
we always knew that you work better

don't forget about the blue skies, sunrise, and all the space between
it's amazing how a girl like you can affect a guy like me
all the pictures, memories and all the times we had
do you think that some things are better left unsaid?

we'd stay inside just to watch the time go by
and sleep the whole day till the night
with everything you said
i'm sure you've got some place that you'd probably rather be
i hope you're singing this song
and thinking about me

forgive me if i stutter, from all of the clutter in my head. cause i could fall asleep in those eyes like a waterbed.

i know you want it all
and you got me
sorry i never was everything you ever dreamed
but kept at bay, for just in case that day

i need you to be with me,
dreams can only hold me for so long.
and i will wait my life, i promise to do it right,
for just one moment to be alone with you.

it's all about the icing, and nobody cares about what's inside
you could see the outside face, it looks good, it must be great
and I know that's all you see
what would it matter anyway
'cause i can see right through your pretty, pretty skin today

Just don't tell me that this doesn't mean the world, cause my ears would bleed and my heart would hit the floor.

spin around me like a dream
we played out on this movie screen
and I said,
did you know I miss you?

im losing you && its effortless


Sunday, April 23, 2006

weekend = AMAZING.to say the least
ally jen & keri - i love you girls. haha
things are looking up for me & him && im really happy about that.
even tho i got in trouble last night for being a 1/2 hr late.. it was defff worth it b/c i was with hiiiiimmm. ahhh. <33
okay so im pry the only person that updates xanga...so yea..thats all for noww.

 

myspace - stephyyberg.


Friday, April 21, 2006

you never think the last time is the last time.
you never think there will be more.
you think you will have forever. but you don't
.

 

 

hey kids. long time no update... ahh. i barley have time to write in this thing anywayz. basically.. ive been really busy. school...track..baseball/softball games then work until about 10ish everynight. come home dead tired && then i cant sleep. fun stufff. well the past weekends all i did was hang with keri kenny and luke.. but that pry wont happen to much more anymore..least not the luke part =[ we broke up. how sad. && it sucks real bad b/c i really did like him..alot..and he pretty much got me over adam..&& him n sam r pry gunna go back out now..woohoo. but oh well i guess. im trying not to let it get me down. plus im pretty sure...well..haha..never mind.

Easter was okayyy. Fam came over && i saw my favvvv Jessika. So we chilled for a while.. went and got lucass && he met the fam. how exciting. haha. Then we went to Keris & visited her fam. went to the 'view to talk to dad but he never called =[. im sure luke had fun sittin there while my lil sis halie bugged him to death. haha. then we went back to keris and we all went to get her 4wheeler && went 4wheelin at kennys dads. ahh most fun EVER. lol. let me jsut tell you...that 4 day weekend..was a very good weekend. =] . blee.to bad its overr.

Prom is in 2 weeks from tomorrow =O im soo excited. im going with luke still =] awe. haha so im not 100% wut our plans are..but im gettin my hair done at 1045 sat. morning.. nail and stuff b4 that pry..then 430 at Yoders for pics maybe.. then Bueca De Pepos or wtf ever. haha. im goin w/ ker n kenny n luke..and then the whole group of everyone. Im siiiked.

Well not much to sayy b/c no one ever gets on this ne more..its boring kinda.. maybe its jsut me? hmm who knows. tonight im hagnin w/ ally n jenny..tmw i work from 11-7 . . then after thats its top secret info =] . rachel knows who..i mean what ill be doin. ohhh. lmao. sunday is pry car shoppin w/ gma. yaaay. peace kids.

 

 

This won't mean a thing come tomorrow,
And that's exactly how I'll make it seem.
'Cause I'm still not sleeping,
Thinking I've crawled home from worse than this.


Friday, April 07, 2006

Love

is like

a role

that we

play. . . .

so Id really enjoy being shot about now. . . i dont know whats wrong with me really && im not to sure why im even about to type it out on this stupid xanga but oh well. first of all.. i HATE people not talking to me and ignoring me when i try to talk to them . . i havent been in a real good mood at all this week && that pretty much makes it work & i know i hurt you and i prolly deserve this all.. but it sucks. i guess karma is a bitch...hm that sucks. i just want you to know.. you'll always mean something to me.. maybe not always they way you want you to mean to me.. but ill always care for you & when i tell you stuff im looking out for you, not trying to be a bitch..so if it comes out that way im sorry. . i just dont want you to make stupid mistakes...

i dont really think anyone understands right now. im sure if i open up to someone they would understand but im not sure if they are going through the same thing as me or if they have before. i hate how someone who probably wants nothing to do with me anymore can still have control over the most valuable part of a girl. i hate how i dont know if im everything or nothing anymore & to be honest, it kills me. i feel like no matter what someone will always be there and i hate that feeling. its like when your lying awake at night & even though everything seems to be okay..youve really never felt worse. you cant sleep and everytime you hear a song you instantly think about that person. i hate it when people see that side of me because it makes me feel weak && i cant really show it right now even if i wanted to. i like who im with but i dont get the same feeling im use to & i dont know if thats a good thing or not, i dont know if thats a sign . . .a sigh of what? hell if i know. for a while there i felt like i lost my best friend, like a big part of me died..and even though i finally got to talk to the person for what seemed like a few minutes but was hours, even though i felt better when i was talking to them.. i just got the emprty feeling back when i hit the end button on the phone..& i know i shouldnt get that or be feeling that & i really do like who im with, i just want to make that clear.. but i dont know. i just confuse myself  & i still get jealous and its been forever. when im with luke i dont even think about it..but when im just alone or just thinking i think about stuff & i hate it. i wish i didnt have emotions..i really do...well enuff of that..its so long & i havent even really began

wed- work
thurs- lip synk- luke gave me my gift from FL. how specialz.
today- work // tan.
tmw- track meet at 8 am.. movies? iono
sunday- work pry.

 

Happy Half Birthday Kenny & Keri!! haha



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